It’s all because of you

I ran away trying to hold back my tears the best I could…I don’t know how to react at this situation…pain pierced through my heart shattering it into a million pieces…I doubt whether it will be ever mend.
I reached the end of the swimming pool and sat with my chin on the knees…tears rolled down my heated cheeks…it burned like hell…now I know how it feels…. water continually flowed through my orbs.
I glanced a look at myself…my black chic dress, stilletoes and a small box containing a token of love…whats the use of all these…!!?? I asked myself…and screamed at the top of my voice… everything is over…I stood up… lifeless or rather soulless. I don’t know what life has for me in its gift box…I started taking lifeless steps towards my dorm room, carrying my stilletoes in my left hand…
I went inside my room…and fell on the bed…Elsa was already asleep…I wouldn’t disturb her….I changed my clothes and packed the dress nicely and kept it in the wardrobe…i smiled to myself, maybe life has something better for me in the store…
I hugged my pillow tight and cried for the night untill sleep obliged me to come to me…but only for a lil while….the clock striked 2:30 when suddenly I woke up… siting upright. I glanced towards Elsa who was in her peaceful sleep…
He held Jessica by her waist….and his lips travelled up to her lips…his lips worked perfectly against her as he pulled her into a passionate and gentle kiss… one of his hand lay on the side of her breast…..her hands combed through his hairs as they went more deeper into the kiss… unable to bear the pain and insult I screamed..”what are you doing James ??”
He was quite startled at my voice…and turned to face me…”whaat..?? Just kissing my baby…whats your prob…??” He answered quite confidently….”but you…you just can’t do it u are mine..” I murmured softly….
“Who says I’m yours…? I was yours…but not now she won me” he said me with a look of bitter hatred.
“Oooh I see” tears already running down my cheeks as I see them returning to their kiss once again…how could he do this to me…?
I confessed this whole matter to my diary….now he’s my only companion left…my one and only diary…
I sat in front of the mirror combing my hairs….dark spots appeared under my eyes, my skin turned more pale… sleepless nights and days with hardly any food made me more skinny and dull…I stared at my reflection in my mirror and somehow related it to a zombie…
“ENOUGH ” I said to myself…I am a strong girl…I can move on with anything…if he can do this to me and be fine then I also can…3 days passed of that incident…now its time to stand for myself…
Only 6 months left of the final year and I had to complete it with a good grade…rather the best grade…I ignored my bestfrnd and she too got tired of asking me what was wrong and I know that by now she knows the matter and she’s just giving me space to set up my world again which shattered like a fucking hell… well the matter was I was all alone in my world now…
Obviously it was my life and my choice…dawn rolled into dusk, days rolled into weeks, and certainly into months…my life was to study sleep and eat…very simple it seemed…damn fucking simple… within 4 months my entire syllabus for every subject was complete and I was damn confident about my result…last two months I was totally covered in practice and study…
Finally came the graduation day….I stood the topper of our university…I stood with pride in my eyes when I saw Jessica and James standing together, a slight pain crossed my features as my mind took me back into the flashback..but I had enough strength to shove all that away and I smiled through my dark feelings…
6 YEARS LATER
“Gorgeous my baby..just looking gorgeous” he murmured to my ears as he took small pecks on my neck.
“Oh stop it Aaron…”I said giggling
” Okay as u order princess Katherine…lets go now..” he said as he adored me with his shiny blue orbs.
He took my hand in his and we went over to the Ferrari. It was very loud there, lots of people and a huge gathering….
I stood with him in a corner holding a mocktail in my hand making a business talk with Ms. Melrose.
Suddenly a gleam caught my eyes….and it met with his jade ones…I gasped in shock as I noticed James continuosly staring at me from afar….
“What happened my beautiful?” Aaron asked smiling at me…
“Nothing dr…. I’m lucky that I got you who worships the land I walk on…who loves my soul and not my body….and I wonder that after a 3½ years long relationship how you still manage to give me butterflies in my stomach…” I said and we both broke out in laughter…and he stole a quick kiss from my lips…
“I loveeeeeeeeeeeeee u” he murmured against my lips…
“Katherine” someone called my name….
I turned back to face him….I squeezed onto Aaron’s hand tightly…
“May I talk to u…?” He said with a pain-stricken look…
“Aaron I don’t wanna talk with him please ask him to go away” I said indirectly.
“What’s wrong baby..?” He said with a concerned look…
“Please kathy..?” James pleaded.
“Don’t call me by that name….again” I warned.
“Sorry” he fumbled out
“Say what you wanna say…?”
“How’s ur life going…?”he asked…
“Fine… absolutely fine rather its awesome….here meet Aaron… he’s my fiancé… I’m engaged with him…and my career is also tooooooooooo awesome…” I said proudly looking at the shining ruby surrounded with several small diamonds, embedded in platinum on my ring finger.
“Ooh….”he said softly
“Where’s Jessica?” I asked finally after a short pause.
“We are not together…2 months after our graduation, she dumped me… I’m just leading my life all alone…” He said releasing a huff…
” You know what James…? Its the best thing about time that it changes…the one who betrays, always gets betrayed by others but the only difference is time… but really I’m glad that you ditched me that day.. otherwise I wouldn’t get such a lover like Aaron. I’m really thankful to you for making my life a lot better…” I snapped back and turned to Aaron, who was a silent witness to our conversation…
I held his hand and move away further from James,while his gaze continued to stare at our retreating figures….
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